Alone in the Dark

 Walking cobbled paths alone in my head

For many years I have feared all the dread

Will I have a choice? what's out there for me?

Or sail for miles on a rough stormy sea.

Tired days have been endless and nights cold and long 

While all around me a wicked echo and song 

A swirling heavy darkness ahead in my sight

Blurring my vision from brightness and light .

Wherever journeys take my hopeful heart

How ever this power tares life apart

It always finds me left alone in the dark

The wicked will always attack like a shark

This isn’t the first time I’ve stood on these paths

Where my footprints look heavier than they did in the past

I’ll travel the distance, gain belief in myself

Push onward and upward, finding my heart on the history shelf

Which path will I choose from the ones up ahead

When every direction is darkness and dread

I may take the wild one that angels have fled

Every signpost repeating words I have said

Wherever journeys take my hopeful heart

How ever this power tares life apart

It always finds me left alone in the dark

The wicked will always attack like a shark

I’m lost once again I look back where I’ve been

Only to find that I’m still in a dream

The sun hits my eyes, am I nearing the end

Here in the light ,on paths that won’t bend

Then the alarm clock is ringing

Dreams no longer displayed

A colorful vision has started to fade

I’m staring up at the ceiling so white

While thinking out loud reality bites

Wherever journeys take my hopeful heart

How ever this power tears life apart

It always finds me left alone in the dark

The wicked will always attack like a shark

Back to reality , the illusion still played

Feeling the weight of the choice never made

Here in the world, the same people, same face

My mind has been frozen ,now knowing my place

These times that I spend alone in my head

The darkness that covers me with all of its dread

I thought waking up would make things more clear

But daylight won’t wash away the darkness and fear

Wherever journeys take my hopeful heart

How ever this power tares life apart

It always finds me left alone in the dark

The wicked will always attack like a shark

I spin in circles in darkness and light

I wonder if ever I’ll win this long fight

Loosing my grip and chasing my ghost

I just hope I keep the people I love the most.

Yeah while Loosing my grip and chasing my ghost

I just hope I keep the people I love the most.