Looking Like Rain

 You pour the coffee and you smile so sweet

Like we’re the only two people in the street

The morning is gentle, the kitchen is warm

But I’m already bracing my heart for the storm

I say something small, just passing the time

A comment on nothing, a harmless line

But the air goes cold, your eyes turn to steel

And you strike with a sharpness I can’t help but feel

And then you flip the switch, you turn it around

Act like no blood was spilled on the ground

You’re back to being nice, you’re holding my hand

Like there’s nothing to heal, nothing to understand

How do you reset while I’m still in pain?

Walking in the sunshine, pretending it didn't rain

I’m left standing frozen, caught in the blur

Wondering which version of you is the cure

Do I hold my breath? Do I walk on glass?

Just waiting to see how long the peace will last

You act like the words you threw didn't sting

Like a clean slate is an automatic thing

But you just flip the switch, you turn it around

Act like no blood was spilled on the ground

You’re back to being nice, you’re holding my hand

Like there’s nothing to heal, nothing to understand

How do you reset while I’m still in pain?

Walking in the sunshine, pretending it didn't rain

The scar on my heart wont fade in an hour

Don't pretend there's sun when you caused the shower

You can’t fix the plate that you threw at the wall

By pretending that nothing happened at all

"The bruises wont fade" Stop making me cower

You can’t fix the problem just by buying me flowers

You can’t erase all the hurt you have caused

By pretending that nothing happened at all 

When you flip the switch, you turn it around

Act like no blood was spilled on the ground

You’re back to being nice, you’re holding my hand

Like there’s nothing to heal, nothing to understand

How do you reset while I’m still in pain?

Walking in the sunshine, pretending it didn't rain

Pretending it didn't rain...

You’re smiling now calm

But I’m still in pain, sheltering from the storm.

Yeah, I’m still wet, still soaked from the storm

The way you react cant be the norm

"While you reset" I'm still in pain

You need to stop pretending it didn't rain

Hummmm Hummmmm Hummmmm Its looking like rain again

Yeah its looking like rain again, looking like rain again and again.

Evil Noise

 

Sleep with one eye open, a chill will fill your chest

I’m the secret you keep inside, your eternal guest

You thought you had dug a deep enough grave

But I will haunt your deepest dark cave

I’ll drag you down to join me, your life will be Hell!

In nightmares or dreams, you wont be able to tell

No rest for the wicked, no peace for you

Pulling the covers over your head wont stop me getting through

Its time for you to meet your maker

Say hello to your souls taker

Down below where your kind belong

The Evil noise will play your song

Your not immortal, one day you will die

I'll keep you posted as to when and why

I will have a hand in your painful demise

From behind the grave, from behind my disguise

Rest assured you will love the gory surprise

The Dogs of Hell will devour your once blue eyes

No more future for you to see

No more sleep or comfort for thee

Its time for you to meet your maker

Say hello to your souls taker

Down below where your kind belong

The Evil noise will play your song

You aint going nowhere, repent your soul

Your only friend a voodoo doll

She will forever make living in hell

Your worse nightmare, Not able to tell.

Sleep with one eye open, a chill will fill your chest

I’m the secret you keep inside, your eternal guest

You thought you had dug a deep enough grave

But your gonna need a bigger cave

Its time for you to meet your maker

Say hello to your souls taker

Down below where your kind belong

The Evil noise will play your song

Down down deeper and down

Down down deeper and down down down

Down down down deeper and down 

The Promise

 You thought you could be great at hiding the truth

But you tied my soul and stole all my youth

You covered your tracks, while the evidence stacked

You altered the facts ,watch me bleed through the cracks

Darkness has taken my good life to the grave

You buried the truth wanting me to behave

You were only postponing ,what you secretly kept

What you did in the dark now I won't let you sleep

I am the dirt on your hands, I am the shadow you cast

You can bury the bones but you can’t bury the past

Go on and lock all the doors, try to rinse away the stain

But the ground’s gonna open up and spit back my name

Remember your secret each time that you leave

Every lie that you told or asked others to believe

There maybe someone who’ll put a knife in your back

It maybe me coming back , preparing you to crack

From deep in my grave I remember it well

You traded my love and trust, "no one could tell"

I’ll always know what you did, you can’t undo what’s done

Yet you convince yourself and others I was the guilty one.

I am the dirt on your hands,

I’m the shadow you cast 

You can bury the bones

but you can't bury the past.

Go on and lock all the doors, try and rinse away the stain

But the grounds gonna open up and spit back my name

You dismiss all the questions you answer with lies

You broke all your promises broke away from my cries

I will never forgive you or myself for this crime

I always forgave you until another “NEXT TIME “

It’s a tragedy to love someone this way

Mourn your tomorrows, for what you did yesterday

I can’t let you forget, you can’t hurt me anymore

I’ll be here to haunt you, I’ll be here to even the score

I am the dirt on your hands,

I’m the shadow you cast 

You can bury the bones

but you can't bury the past.

Go on and lock all the doors, try to rinse away the stain

But the ground’s gonna open up and spit back my name

So if ever you feel me and are full of regret

Remember the reason you're trying to forget

A decade will pass, but my promises stand

What you buried will come back…to pull you under the land